Wanderin' 'Round in Silent Wonder
Saint Louise Was Listening On
6:42 p.m. || 2005-01-21
I feel like if i opened up my veins i'd pour electricity all over us.
i still feel itchy, still feel like my flesh is crawling, like the past lives inside it, like memories creep along its underside.
god.
when i was young and thin and beautiful, when i was better, when i was different, less upright, less committed.
now i am less me.
i'm listening to this song that makes me feel like bleeding. i'm not sure what that means anymore.
if i opened up my veins, what would become of me? the scary part is that it might not be the end of all of this, only a beginning to all of this.
i just wanna sink to the bottom with you.