2005-12-09 - -
2005-12-06 - -
2005-10-10 - -
2005-10-09 - -
2005-10-09 - -
2005-10-08 - again an ignored beacon leaves me awake all night long
2005-09-29 - Mrrrrp
2005-09-04 - This is the New Year
2005-06-14 - grips
2005-05-24 - break
2005-05-20 - Subdivisions
2005-04-30 - another night in blah-ville, population deejayelle
2005-04-22 - -
2005-04-08 - -
2005-03-29 - hello. goodbye. up. down. i'm finally wrong. anyone there to hear me say it?
2005-03-24 - getting there
2005-03-21 - monday morning
2005-03-21 - i need this
2005-03-20 - yellow.
2005-03-15 - suedehead
2005-03-13 - start with an apology and work from there.
2005-03-11 - miracles in short order
2005-03-08 - -
2005-03-08 - -
2005-02-22 - THERE THAT FEELS BETTER
2005-02-17 - break
2005-02-12 - Shake it Down Girl, Shake-Shake It.
2005-01-30 - 1.30.05
2005-01-27 - -
2005-01-25 - and on and on
2005-01-22 - saturday. ohhh ohhhh!
2005-01-21 - Wanderin' 'Round in Silent Wonder
2005-01-21 - Dying Inside
2005-01-18 - 2004, Apologies, Weird Feelings, Bad Memories, Hurricane Floyd, To Sir, With Love.
2005-01-17 - Shake it Off
2005-01-17 - New Layout, Old Themes.
2005-01-17 - New Layout
2005-01-14 - -
2004-12-29 - '04 In Retrospect Part One
2004-12-28 - Q
2004-12-23 - Tidings.
2004-12-20 - dad.
2004-12-12 - -
2004-12-05 - -
2004-12-03 - -
2004-11-24 - my love will turn you on.
2004-11-22 - -
2004-11-22 - Responding with a Roar
2004-11-21 - Everyday
2004-11-19 - Intentionally Hurtful
2004-11-14 - Something a little Different
2004-11-10 - still in this mindset
2004-11-07 - Noreaster part 2
2004-11-06 - .....Feeling Noreaster,
2004-11-03 - Falling Through the Stars to End Up Somewhere in Cygnus
2004-10-30 - Fish and Satan. Getting Pregnant.
2004-10-28 - sleeping
2004-10-24 - ghosts
2004-10-23 - Feelings
2004-10-22 - -
2004-10-17 - german anyone?
2004-10-16 - the letter
2004-10-12 - Let Me Get Up On It
2004-10-12 - Away Awhile.
2004-10-04 - Someone is Reading
2004-10-03 - -
2004-10-01 - A-Hole.
2004-09-27 - So sick and Tired
2004-09-26 - -
2004-09-23 - Dangerous Things
2004-09-22 - Je Suis Un Balancier
2004-09-21 - -
2004-09-21 - New England. Part One.
2004-09-20 - Charming.
2004-09-19 - Seems Like...
2004-09-17 - Everything Sounds Sexier in the French Accent.
2004-09-15 - Who Cares?
2004-09-12 - Shinedown.
2004-09-12 - What's wrong with being drunk? Ask a glass of Water.
2004-09-10 - Breezy
2004-09-08 - Dad and Farrakhan
2004-09-08 - Good Work?
2004-09-07 - Triumph
2004-09-07 - Trying Desperately
2004-09-02 - All of This Shit.
2004-08-22 - Good Feelin'
2004-08-22 - Good Feelin'
2004-08-09 - Rush, Mom, and a Host of Problems I'm Not Even Going To Get Into.
2004-08-01 - The MadCap Laughs
2004-07-28 - What I Deserve,
2004-07-26 - Demon Child.
2004-07-21 - -
2004-07-18 - My Manta Ray's All Right.
2004-07-18 - Letter to Mike- Cont.
2004-07-17 - Dear Mike,
2004-07-15 - -
2004-07-14 - Dreams
2004-07-09 - --
2004-07-08 - Sleep
2004-07-07 - -
2004-07-06 - Sick Again This Morning.
2004-07-05 - Ghosting.
2004-07-04 - Mad World
2004-07-04 - Success
2004-07-02 - Hiding
2004-07-02 - -
2004-07-01 - -
2004-06-29 - Eric and Rhode Island, 2002
2004-06-27 - "The Dogs of Babel."
2004-06-24 - Whims and Wishes never were good things.
2004-06-20 - If she floats, then we must burn her.
2004-06-20 - Having a Moment
2004-06-18 - 3000 degrees. centigrade.
2004-06-17 - Feelin' Sticky
2004-06-15 - Contextually Speaking.
2004-06-10 - Tantalus
2004-06-07 - Nightlight
2004-06-07 - Life's Not a Bitch, Life is a Beautiful Woman
2004-06-05 - Myself Keeps Slipping.
2004-06-03 - The Queen is Dead, Boys.
2004-06-02 - Dollar Dollar Bills Ya'll
2004-06-01 - I Would Rather
2004-05-31 - Home
2004-05-31 - Shortage of Miracles, Please Re-order at Another Date.
2004-05-31 - New Layout
2004-05-30 - Spank-Cup
2004-05-26 - Cancer
2004-05-23 - -
2004-05-20 - Any Takers?
2004-05-18 - -
2004-05-18 - -
2004-05-12 - hot
2004-04-30 - nasty
2004-04-26 - Buddy
2004-04-25 - -
2004-04-19 - -
2004-04-19 - John 18:38
2004-04-15 - -
2004-04-14 - Champagne Dreams.
2004-04-14 - Get Laid? Get Real.
2004-04-12 - -
2004-04-11 - Kids on Easter
2004-04-10 - Right?
2004-04-08 - again
2004-04-08 - Suck it Up
2004-04-07 - thread currently self-posting in my face
2004-04-07 - cabin fever, jaw is pounding.
2004-04-06 - ...blinked and the world was way gone
2004-04-06 - oxycodone at its finest
2004-04-04 - CUNT, but Sexy still.
2004-04-02 - -
2004-04-02 - "Problem Tooth"
2004-04-02 - the show must go on
2004-04-01 - <<>>
2004-03-31 - between the sun and moon.
2004-03-30 - antibodies
2004-03-29 - we fit perfectly
2004-03-28 - not freedom. not poetry.
2004-03-27 - ...Eden
2004-03-27 - leaving hope
2004-03-26 - Nothingman.
2004-03-17 - work
2004-03-07 - CatsLikeFelix.com
2004-03-05 - Make your thighs like butter, Easy to Spread.
2004-02-28 - bittersweet me.
2004-02-26 - With Love from Vielkha
2004-02-25 - and Nothing Else Matters.
2004-02-20 - Eat Me.
2004-02-20 - Death of the Baroque Era... A little Bach to fray the nerves and Soothe the Savage Beast Inside.
2004-02-19 - It's Been a Bad Day. Please Don't Take a Picture.
2004-02-18 - Not this time, No You Don't.
2004-02-16 - Michauick
2004-02-13 - Ad nauseam.
2004-02-12 - Sgt. Baker is my name, Gonna teach you how to play the Game of Warfare!
2004-02-12 - Living in Twilight.
2004-02-12 - Then you'll see the Glass, Hidden in the Grass.
2004-02-10 - I'm Like Fuck You All.
2004-02-09 - If You Leave, I won't cry, I won't Say a Single Word.
2004-02-09 - Heart of Glass
2004-02-08 - How many raods must a man walk down? 42.
2004-02-08 - Ruiner's an infecter, serving his shit to his flies.
2004-02-07 - work-public ridicule-another saturday
2004-02-07 - Heal Me Heal Me, My Dear Brena
2004-02-06 - Mainlined, Maimed, Still Strangely Kicking.
2004-02-06 - They Call Me the Apologist
2004-02-05 - Robert
2004-02-05 - Stone Drunk Face Down on the Floor
2004-02-05 - I've Woke Up
2004-02-04 - rope in followers
2004-02-04 - Gotten Lost Before.
2004-02-04 - Surface Hazy with Attendant Thought.
2004-02-03 - Lazy "I" Metaphor
2004-02-03 - I'm not sure where I'm headed.
2004-02-03 - I have to tell you, Dear Reader.
2004-02-02 - I hate where I wound up.

reeling and stumbling

let me get up on it