nasty
Saint Louise Was Listening On
1:19 a.m. || 2004-04-30

well. if anyone cared, dinner wednesday and monday both were great. good food, good conversation, good drinks.

holding tight to see what happens with my job, numbers are weak if anything this month.

tired and strung out, and can't get a grip on reality, wanted to cut tonight, sat here and thought about blood all over my skin, it makes me sweat.

nasty thoughts.

blood and fucking.

reeling and stumbling

let me get up on it