They Call Me the Apologist
Saint Louise Was Listening On
12:33 a.m. || 2004-02-06
anger is a natural emotion, isn't it? I'm debating things like past and future with little regard to the now.. I'm horny and tired with a splash of nuts... I wonder how I'm ever going to make it through tonight...
I thought of sex with you. I thought of a lot of things, turns I made, things I said, people who fucked me over, even when they were still fucking me.
I thought of how lonely I've become, how bitter I am right now, how much I wish you still looked at me with a semblance of hunger... how defeated this has made me feel.
Death is all too clever.